AJ’s Blog

How grateful i am that filled with a lot of friends. For me, friends are necessary for living and i am giving importance to them (though kcheapan haha). But what if you know that the person you’ve been in years certainly pulls you down, discredits you, or talking bad sides of you when your not around? Is it considered as treachery? i only think it’s just all about ‘changes’. But did they really changed? or just you dont know the person yet despite the years together? Whatever the reasons, it displeases me a lot.

Would it be possible to annihilate my anger that dwells inside me and get rid out of it? I used to be forgetful. Anyhow, it helps me to overcome my anxiety, however, it cant totally ease the pain. My mind usually rules my world, not my heart. It tells me how things keep goin’. Then, my obsession takes place……and I found it by being vindictive. Yes, this is the real me BUT i remain temper and always done it successfuly. Thank GOD, it works. Also, I had came to the point that i ought to have an open forum with that person. hahaha… Here i always fail. I dont have enough confidence and temerity after all. For now, my mind balances the things that pulls me down and pushes me ups. If pulls exceed, I GIVE UP!! It’s gettin’ unfair.

I’m in sickness
by: ºzºnE

I’m afraid of losing you, darling
How long would I remain standing?
Feeling your sweet caress…
So unpredictable, maybe later, maybe tomorrow
It’s getting inevitable
I better hold on

Chorus:
I’m in sickness, i’m in sickness
I will cherish every moments that pass by
Be with me darling til my breathe runs out
And I don’t care about myself
More pain I suffer when you’re not around
Spending the rest of my time loving you

I’m losing hope on fighting, darling
This time we can’t change the destiny
I know it’s not easy, and I want to stay
No words I can offer but I love you
I can’t live any longer
What else we can do?

(Repeat chorus)
(Repeat chorus except last stanza)

Wooo… Hooo… Hooo…
I’m in sickness….

***Never been sang. Only a piece of lyrics
***Wla lang mgwa

Time is a special gift of God to us. He had given us twenty-four hours per day for experiencing life. No one can take it from us. It is unstealable. No one of us receives more nor less. Nobody is rewarded even an extra minute a day. Many of us are struggling on how we will spend our daily time allotment. Our daily peace of mind, our joy, our health, our feeling of contentmnet and our closeness to God depend on our daily usage of our gift of 24-hours.

We are in dillema choosing between a life of ease or a life of toil; a life free from danger and hardships,or a lifeof work, problems, and challenges. Many of us just want a life of ease. Idling our time. Doing nothing. Wasting the gift of time that God has given us. Simply becoz many of us are afraid to fail. Forgetti8ng that great goals can never reached until we dare to fail.

For future-sake, let us not be afraid of losing. Let us continue believing that God will be our help — no if’s and but’s. Let us always keep in mind that God is always around when we stumble and fall. Finally, we should always remember that we never face any life-situation for which God has not provided a reassurance to us in times of crisis.

Problems are common in every situations of our life… They obstruct us from going to the road of success… And we ought to face them for our own sake… Failure doesn’t mean end of the story.. Instead of giving up the fight,pursue & try to etch it to your experience which will be useful for tomorrow. There, we learn moral lessons as part of our evolution of being sophisticated…Lessons from your mistakes serve as remedy for devastation attempt in your current position.. In overview, if we have identified our goal, then let it not be just a wishful thinking, but move to achieve that goal with accordance on what you have learn from the past.. The discretions and right decisions we make in every steps gradually change our life to a new version, a better one…